32 August

32 August. Close friends know what that means. This summer has turned me into a turtle. Hiding insecurities behind a shield made of silk and paper. Fighting demons from the past raised by betrayal of some persons I considered friends. Smoking. Not sleeping at all. Professional relationships that went wrong, personal relationships that went...nowhere.
I was born in 1976. According to Chinese zodiac, I am a fire dragon. Summer is over. The days of the sad, introvert turtle are over. It is time for me to breathe fire again and burn everything to the ground. 32 August.